Out of Touch

 Getting back on track is so hard after hurting someone you love. I lost all thought, feeling, friends and forms of normalcy in life. Right now, time is just passing by and I am spending every minute of it drifting by. It is even harder to converse with other people when we just don't have the connection. What if we have to talk to these people even though we don't want to ?

 It is not every day that we can just go up to someone and just say hi ! Sometimes, we have to talk to these people just so to get some of the daily need for socializing. Humans are social creatures and I am guilty to this. I need to talk to people for at least 5 hours every day. However, I am not crazy enough to time myself every time I talk to people. This is just a rough estimate.

I can't make sense any more when I talk to people. I ask more blatant questions and become more sarcastic in a bad way. I hate myself when this happens every time. This is not the first. I ask questions that are so obvious even though I can't help myself.

Feeling lost.